I Can't Today

I wake up
I reach out
I try to forget
But I've worked it out
I feel small
I feel weak
Because I can't see you
any day of any week

I try
To open my eyes
But all the good things
I've left behind
I get  up
Step to rise
But I've got you
Behind my eyes
I can't today

I keep running
Trying to let go
I keep moving
But I can't make it at all
Every step a shadow ..behind
Makes me feel I am straying
 far behind


I try
To open my eyes
But all the good things
I've left behind
I get  up
Step to rise
But I've got you
Behind my eyes
I can't today

I can't let go today
I can't find my way
It's too much of a climb
And I am so far behind
So far behind
 I can't today

I try
To open my eyes
But all the good things
I've left behind
I get  up
Step to rise
But I've got you
Behind my eyes
I can't today