You may have been my yesterday
But you won't be my tomorrow
There are things which are not okay
And I should not ever wallow
Days past, life gone
No forgiveness for forlorn
Time long, ding dong
I say goodbye
To stop the storm
If there could be
Just one thing to regret
It is the lies that I should have never met
But I ask myself in the dim
Why worry about being hurt by him
I need to let go fast of the past
To make tomorrow a day to last
You may have been my yesterday
But you won't be my tomorrow
There are things which are not okay
And I should not ever wallow
Days past, life gone
No forgiveness for forlorn
Time long, ding dong
I say goodbye
To stop the storm
If there could be
Just one thing for which to cry
It is all the hurt that have stung my eye
Racing away from storms that should have passed
I forget myself at last
I need to get out and let the light in
To make tomorrow a day worth living
You may have been my yesterday
But you won't be my tomorrow
There are things which are not okay
And I should not ever wallow
Days past, life gone
No forgiveness for forlorn
Time long, ding dong
I say goodbye
To stop the storm
Thursday, 30 June 2016
Thursday, 16 June 2016
Tests
Well it seems I am going in for a blood test today. I don't know if it is clean or not - the medical profession is conspired to be dirty until the end of the year. But I think I will go anyway - then that be it for blood tests for a long time I think.
I go once every ten years or so for a blood test. So hopefully this will prove that I have nothing wrong with my blood. Then I be free for a long while - unless I find a sex partner and see if I need tests; then I go again... but while I am just me just a check up once in a while is ok.
I have done ecg, urine, and now blood... then that's it.
I don't like blood tests much - I am just doing it as a check up and then I won't separate any more blood from me for a while.
I go once every ten years or so for a blood test. So hopefully this will prove that I have nothing wrong with my blood. Then I be free for a long while - unless I find a sex partner and see if I need tests; then I go again... but while I am just me just a check up once in a while is ok.
I have done ecg, urine, and now blood... then that's it.
I don't like blood tests much - I am just doing it as a check up and then I won't separate any more blood from me for a while.
The Garden
Come to the garden
It's where the lovely grow
Come to the garden
It's where we play and throw
Apple on the orchard
Why you shine so bright
Why do you take the sun?
Why the world still fall undone?
All our life-long wishes
Take our hearts away
Till we ache with longing
To seek another way
What's the matter with the garden?
That seems so lush and full
Is there something else to see?
Is there something wrong with me?
Come to the garden
It's where the lovely grow
Come to the garden
It's where we play and throw
Apple on the orchard
Why you shine so bright
Why do you take the sun?
Why the world still fall undone?
All the love keeps coming
But the birds fly far away
There is a sense of belonging
But the tide washes away
What's the matter dear garden?
Why are you so full?
Is there something else to see?
Is there something wrong with me?
Come to the garden
It's where the lovely grow
Come to the garden
It's where we play and throw
Apple on the orchard
Why you shine so bright
Why do you take the sun?
Why the world still fall undone?
It's where the lovely grow
Come to the garden
It's where we play and throw
Apple on the orchard
Why you shine so bright
Why do you take the sun?
Why the world still fall undone?
All our life-long wishes
Take our hearts away
Till we ache with longing
To seek another way
What's the matter with the garden?
That seems so lush and full
Is there something else to see?
Is there something wrong with me?
Come to the garden
It's where the lovely grow
Come to the garden
It's where we play and throw
Apple on the orchard
Why you shine so bright
Why do you take the sun?
Why the world still fall undone?
All the love keeps coming
But the birds fly far away
There is a sense of belonging
But the tide washes away
What's the matter dear garden?
Why are you so full?
Is there something else to see?
Is there something wrong with me?
Come to the garden
It's where the lovely grow
Come to the garden
It's where we play and throw
Apple on the orchard
Why you shine so bright
Why do you take the sun?
Why the world still fall undone?
Wednesday, 8 June 2016
You And Your Bike You Ring
Ding ding ding ding
Soaring through the sky
You as diamond in my eye
I do want to scream and cry
You love me
You come here so easily
With your bike as your hand
Tyres reach my lawn
And I fall in love
When you call out my name
There's a string in my brain
And the letters float away
And I do ask you to stay
With a ring in my heart
It is you
It is you
Ding ding ding ding
Soaring through the sky
You as diamond in my eye
I do want to scream and cry
You love me
You come here so easily
With your bike as your hand
Tyres reach my lawn
And I fall in love
When I hear you calling
There's a ring in my brain
And I think you are calling me
With your bike you do ring
My heart does sing
It is you
It is you
Ding ding ding ding
Soaring through the sky
You as diamond in my eye
I do want to scream and cry
You love me
You come here so easily
With your bike as your hand
Tyres reach my lawn
And I fall in love
Soaring through the sky
You as diamond in my eye
I do want to scream and cry
You love me
You come here so easily
With your bike as your hand
Tyres reach my lawn
And I fall in love
When you call out my name
There's a string in my brain
And the letters float away
And I do ask you to stay
With a ring in my heart
It is you
It is you
Ding ding ding ding
Soaring through the sky
You as diamond in my eye
I do want to scream and cry
You love me
You come here so easily
With your bike as your hand
Tyres reach my lawn
And I fall in love
When I hear you calling
There's a ring in my brain
And I think you are calling me
With your bike you do ring
My heart does sing
It is you
It is you
Ding ding ding ding
Soaring through the sky
You as diamond in my eye
I do want to scream and cry
You love me
You come here so easily
With your bike as your hand
Tyres reach my lawn
And I fall in love
Beer
I reach for a drink with my hand
I reach for a blood-thirsty beer
It's cold to touch
I love it so much
All my trouble fly with my fear
As I drink down my beer
Once I had a brain
It was there to point and blame
Then I threw my luck
Dumped life in a truck
And I reached to my beer
To get me far from here
I reach for a drink with my hand
I reach for a blood-thirsty beer
It's cold to touch
I love it so much
All my trouble fly with my fear
As I drink down my beer
I once had a tear to cry
I came from my own eye
It was under shock
So I threw key and lock
And I reached for my beer
To take me far from here
I reach for a drink with my hand
I reach for a blood-thirsty beer
It's cold to touch
I love it so much
All my trouble fly with my fear
As I drink down my beer
Ring ring
ding a ling ching
I float through the sky
With beer as my sweet high
I reach for a drink with my hand
I reach for a blood-thirsty beer
It's cold to touch
I love it so much
All my trouble fly with my fear
As I drink down my beer
I reach for a blood-thirsty beer
It's cold to touch
I love it so much
All my trouble fly with my fear
As I drink down my beer
Once I had a brain
It was there to point and blame
Then I threw my luck
Dumped life in a truck
And I reached to my beer
To get me far from here
I reach for a drink with my hand
I reach for a blood-thirsty beer
It's cold to touch
I love it so much
All my trouble fly with my fear
As I drink down my beer
I once had a tear to cry
I came from my own eye
It was under shock
So I threw key and lock
And I reached for my beer
To take me far from here
I reach for a drink with my hand
I reach for a blood-thirsty beer
It's cold to touch
I love it so much
All my trouble fly with my fear
As I drink down my beer
Ring ring
ding a ling ching
I float through the sky
With beer as my sweet high
I reach for a drink with my hand
I reach for a blood-thirsty beer
It's cold to touch
I love it so much
All my trouble fly with my fear
As I drink down my beer
You Hurt Me
Why you wanna
Hurt
Me So Much
It's what u wanna do
I just wanna
Hurt you so bad
But I don't wanna
Hurt you at all
It's not the thing to do
So I ask you
Why you hurt me
It could have been us
It could have been real
It could have been two
It could be gold
Cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry
You just die like I
It could have been true love
Heart two
But it didn't work that way
So I
Do cry for you
As life sinks in decay
Why you wanna
Hurt
Me So Much
It's what u wanna do
I just wanna
Hurt you so bad
But I don't wanna
Hurt you at all
It's not the thing to do
So I ask you
Why you hurt me
It could have been us
It could have been real
It could have been two
It could be gold
Cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry
You just die like I
You make me cry
And I just wanna say
Why don't you die
Like I
Why you wanna
Hurt
Me So Much
It's what u wanna do
I just wanna
Hurt you so bad
But I don't wanna
Hurt you at all
It's not the thing to do
So I ask you
Why you hurt me
It could have been us
It could have been real
It could have been two
It could be gold
Cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry
You just die like I
Hurt
Me So Much
It's what u wanna do
I just wanna
Hurt you so bad
But I don't wanna
Hurt you at all
It's not the thing to do
So I ask you
Why you hurt me
It could have been us
It could have been real
It could have been two
It could be gold
Cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry
You just die like I
It could have been true love
Heart two
But it didn't work that way
So I
Do cry for you
As life sinks in decay
Why you wanna
Hurt
Me So Much
It's what u wanna do
I just wanna
Hurt you so bad
But I don't wanna
Hurt you at all
It's not the thing to do
So I ask you
Why you hurt me
It could have been us
It could have been real
It could have been two
It could be gold
Cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry
You just die like I
You make me cry
And I just wanna say
Why don't you die
Like I
Why you wanna
Hurt
Me So Much
It's what u wanna do
I just wanna
Hurt you so bad
But I don't wanna
Hurt you at all
It's not the thing to do
So I ask you
Why you hurt me
It could have been us
It could have been real
It could have been two
It could be gold
Cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry
You just die like I
Tuesday, 7 June 2016
How Can I Feel Good
One day I feel mad
Next day I feel worse
And all the thoughts stuck in my head just go bezerk
I wish I feel good
Linger not in pain
Like all of the foul things stuck in my life
Drive me insane
How can I feel good?
I'm stuck in a rut
That's what I say
Each time I wake up
It seems the end
The end of the day
I never feel good
I only feel hurt
And all of the things that are foul in my life
Makes me feel worse
When will I feel good
One day I feel mad
Next day I feel worse
And all the thoughts stuck in my head just go bezerk
I wish I feel good
Linger not in pain
Like all of the foul things stuck in my life
Drive me insane
How can I feel good?
They tell me I lie
They tell me I hate
Like i choose the pith of the worst bit
That's makes me feel hate
I'll never be good
I'll only feel shame
Like all of the things foul in my life
Are mine to blame
How can I feel good?
One day I feel mad
Next day I feel worse
And all the thoughts stuck in my head just go bezerk
I wish I feel good
Linger not in pain
Like all of the foul things stuck in my life
Drive me insane
How can I feel good?
Next day I feel worse
And all the thoughts stuck in my head just go bezerk
I wish I feel good
Linger not in pain
Like all of the foul things stuck in my life
Drive me insane
How can I feel good?
I'm stuck in a rut
That's what I say
Each time I wake up
It seems the end
The end of the day
I never feel good
I only feel hurt
And all of the things that are foul in my life
Makes me feel worse
When will I feel good
One day I feel mad
Next day I feel worse
And all the thoughts stuck in my head just go bezerk
I wish I feel good
Linger not in pain
Like all of the foul things stuck in my life
Drive me insane
How can I feel good?
They tell me I lie
They tell me I hate
Like i choose the pith of the worst bit
That's makes me feel hate
I'll never be good
I'll only feel shame
Like all of the things foul in my life
Are mine to blame
How can I feel good?
One day I feel mad
Next day I feel worse
And all the thoughts stuck in my head just go bezerk
I wish I feel good
Linger not in pain
Like all of the foul things stuck in my life
Drive me insane
How can I feel good?
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