Friday, 28 February 2020

Talk

Well... you... talk
You talk
You talk
Again
Well I think
I think
That this is the end
Will you talk
To me
And not my shadow
Can I talk
To you
Tell you I want to go

Most of the time
You aren't talking to me
Most of the time
You can't hear my heart
Most of the time
I feel empty
That you won't talk , won't talk
Talk to me

Well... you... talk
You talk
You talk
Again
Well I think
I think
That this is the end
Will you talk
To me
And not my shadow
Can I talk
To you
Tell you I want to go



Most of the time
I hear thoughts inside my head
Most of the time
I'm not thinking about what you said
Most of the time
I feel so worn down
I can't talk, I can't talk
Only frown

Well... you... talk
You talk
You talk
Again
Well I think
I think
That this is the end
Will you talk
To me
And not my shadow
Can I talk
To you
Tell you I want to go

If You Want Me

You know what I want
You know what I got
You know all the things
That I am not
You know how I talk
You know how I think
Now its time for you to think

If you want me honey
You gotta take a chance
If you want me honey
You've got to give in to some romance
It won't work for you
if you don't want to
take that chance
So don't turn away
And say
I ain't given you a chance

You know how I look
You know where I go
You know the secrets
From down below
You know what I search for
!2am at night
You know that I talk
And do not bite


Uneasy

I want to cry to you
And I never want to hold onto
Anyone
I just want to lean on you
And I never want to fear you

So I just move to say
That I want want you to stay
So I just let you in
And it begins over again
Until I'm saying
I know that you care for me
But we can't go on living uneasy
I know that you want to get down on one knee
But I just keep on say thats crazy
When you don't make it easy
When you make me want to cry

I want to move to you
And I never want to listen to what they say
To me
I just  want to let you come on through
And I never want to let go of you

So I just move to say
That I want want you to stay
So I just let you in
And it begins over again
Until I'm saying
I know that you care for me
But we can't go on living uneasy
I know that you want to get down on one knee
But I just keep on say thats crazy
When you don't make it easy
When you make me want to cry

The Good Has Gone

I feel ...like the good world has gone
And I fear... that the good world has gone
I look around
And I see from the ground
It's a busy place, with hardly a space
And I search and I find
A wall to shoulder a tear that falls from my eye
I don't want to cry
But it looks like the world has gone

I want to say... goodbye to all
I want to to say... life isn't fair
I want to say... I rise to fall
It's not the air... its the ground I walk upon

I feel ...like the good world has gone
And I fear... that the good world has gone
I look around
And I see from the ground
It's a busy place, with hardly a space
And I search and I find
A wall to shoulder a tear that falls from my eye
I don't want to cry
But it looks like the world has gone


I want to cry... a final tear
I've been counting.. for more then a year
I want to roll down the blind... so I can find
Some piece of mind.. from this torn world

I feel ...like the good world has gone
And I fear... that the good world has gone
I look around
And I see from the ground
It's a busy place, with hardly a space
And I search and I find
A wall to shoulder a tear that falls from my eye
I don't want to cry
But it looks like the world has gone





Never Ever

I don't think I'd ever want to
I don't think I'd ever want to
When you see that you will leave me
I don't think I'd ever want you


It is time for me to collect
Thoughts inside my heart
It's time to write off a debt
Of what you've stolen from my love
I will not recollect
To make pieces left undone
I will not compose myself and lie
About what it is you have done

I just know
To let go
Would be the best thing for me
I just know
Let you go
Would be the best ting for my heart

I don't think I'd ever want to
I don't think I'd ever want to
When you see that you will leave me
I don't think I'd ever want you

A second to let me know
Of the things I should let go of
Write a note for my table top
Life with you is something to not do
I can't write off the past
As a thing to forget
I can't sign for a loan
To make me feel more at home

I just know
To let go
Would be the best thing for me
I just know
Let you go
Would be the best thing for my heart


I don't think I'd ever want to
I don't think I'd ever want to
When you see that you will leave me
I don't think I'd ever want you

I don't think I'd ever want to
I don't think I'd ever want to
When you see that you will leave me
I don't think I'd ever want you

Sunday, 16 February 2020

Make An Impression

If you ever ever ever ever want to
Wanna wanna get with me
If you ever ever ever ever wa-want to
Ever wanna get with me

You gotta gotta gotta keep moving
You cannot cannot   stand still
You gotta gotta gotta use your skills
To make an impression, an impression
Make an impression on me


You say say what you want
You can't can't cant ask me out
You talk about book and tv
But you can't can't ask to dance with me

If you ever ever ever ever want to
Wanna wanna get with me
If you ever ever ever ever wa-want to
Ever wanna get with me

You gotta gotta gotta keep moving
You cannot cannot   stand still
You gotta gotta gotta use your skills
To make an impression, an impression
Make an impression on me


You say say say about your friend
But you can't cant ask me over
You talk talk about your weekend
But you can't can't ask to be my friend

If you ever ever ever ever want to
Wanna wanna get with me
If you ever ever ever ever wa-want to
Ever wanna get with me

You gotta gotta gotta keep moving
You cannot cannot   stand still
You gotta gotta gotta use your skills
To make an impression, an impression
Make an impression on me

A Black World

I don't know where the world
Has gone to
But I feel alone
And I'm scared
I don't where the world
Has gone to sleep
All I see is
A black world

I don't know how to sleep
I can't close my eyes
I can't count sheep
I look at the sky
It stares at me
As I stand alone

I don't know where the world
Has gone to
But I feel alone
And I'm scared
I don't where the world
Has gone to sleep
All I see is
A black world


I don't know where to look
the world isn't standing there
I can't hear a sound
Of a drunk, of a child
I can't stand the silence
As I drown in my scare
I don't know where the world is
But I stand right here

I don't know where the world
Has gone to
But I feel alone
And I'm scared
I don't where the world
Has gone to sleep
All I see is
A black world
And I stand alone


Make You Mine

I want to...
To...
Make you mine
I want to
To
Make you mine ohh

I want to
I want you
I could with
Do I need to say to


I want to...
To...
Make you mine
I want to
To
Make you mine ohh



I desire to
I yearn to
What do you say to
I need you

I want to...
To...
Make you mine
I want to
To
Make you mine ohh

Saturday, 15 February 2020

Another Girl

I have been sleeping
And while I have been sleeping
I have been thinking
Nothing wrong
But now I'm not sleeping
Not even halfway sleeping
Now I am seeing something
To make me feel down

What a rotten thing is this
What a day to have a stroll
What a deceit slapped in face
Of another girl
Of another girl

I have been laying
On a bed of lies
I have been daydreaming
Blue in my skies
When the world around me
Has been hiding lies
Hiding lies
From my eyes

What a rotten thing is this
What a day to have a stroll
What a deceit slapped in face
Of another girl
Of another girl

What a disgrace
What a lie
You must never ever
Meet me at the door
 I can't let you in
Any more
Don't even knock knock
On my door

What a rotten thing is this
What a day to have a stroll
What a deceit slapped in face
Of another girl
Of another girl 

Beyond This World

I often think of what life might be
If i were not in misery
It might be something a little fun
A sky trip to make me fall undone

From this caustic world
From the grit and pain
From this hard worn world
Where everything is the same
Again again again

I often wonder what exists
Behind the walls, beyond the world
I often wonder if there's something more then copper
And the rug I last worn down

Beyond this caustic world
From the grit and pain
From this hard worn world
Where everything is the same
Again again again

Friday, 14 February 2020

You Have To Go

I don't know you
Who you are
It seems you've fallen from a star
I don't know you
Who you may be
But I want you far away from me
I want you far away from me

I don't know 
I don't know 
But  you must go............
I can't know you
You can't know me
You have to go
You have to go



I see people
All around
They watch as I try to figure you out
That laugh at me
As they stare
They know who you are
So I want you far from me

I don't know 
I don't know 
But  you must go............
I can't know you
You can't know me
You have to go
You have to go




For You

I just want to walk
I just want to stand
Where I am
Where I am
For you
I just want to walk
Until I can no longer stand
Where I am
Where I am
For you

I take a walk
And I look to the sky
A message is written in the stars
I take more of a walk
And tears I do cry
As the stars die one by one

I just want to walk
I just want to stand
Where I am
Where I am
For you
I just want to walk
Until I can no longer stand
Where I am
Where I am
For you


I take a look
Over the hill under the sky
A barren earth I do meet
It gets hot as I walk
And tears
I do cry
As I feel my faith die one by one

I just want to walk
I just want to stand
Where I am
Where I am
For you
I just want to walk
Until I can no longer stand
Where I am
Where I am
For you

Forever

They said
We could be forever
Lost
Forever
They said
We could dance forever
In our arms forever
They said it would last forever

But then you
Had to reach too far
And Instead of dancing with me
You fell
 from the star
And you left without

They said
We could be forever
Lost
Forever
They said
We could dance forever
In our arms forever
They said it would last forever


But then you
Had to leave me alone
I now dance alone
Our love
And our dreams
Lost forever
It was love
now gone

They said
We could be forever
Lost
Forever
They said
We could dance forever
In our arms forever
They said it would last forever

I Just Won't



No more asking
I won't do no favors
No more lending money
For your girls
No more hoping
That I'll you something
I just won't
I just won't

No more
You know that I am
Sick of you
Sick of you
No more
I will never get you out
No more
You know I am
Sick of you
Sick of you
No more
I won't get you out

No more begging
For me money
No more borrowing
Of the car
No more checks
For you parties
No more matches
For your cigar

Can You Find Me

can you free me
Can you last a day
Wanting to find this place
Searching for my face
Can you find me
To get me away
From this prison cell
From this dire mess
Can you find me
I got to get away
So Find me
Find me

I want to get away  away away
I want to be gone today   today today
I want to be found...
So I can throw away..
All that stands around me
That makes me feel misery

can you free me
Can you last a day
Wanting to find this place
Searching for my face
Can you find me
To get me away
From this prison cell
From this dire mess
Can you find me
I got to get away
So Find me
Find me

I want to move on    on on
I want to be gone   gone gone
I want to be found
So I can move away
From all that's around me
That makes me feel misery

can you free me
Can you last a day
Wanting to find this place
Searching for my face
Can you find me
To get me away
From this prison cell
From this dire mess
Can you find me
I got to get away
So Find me
Find me

Misery

I never wanted to say  goodbye
I never wanted to be... yesterday
What you've done to me, is thrown me away
And I'm in misery
Misery

I cry
I say goodbye
Misery... Misery..
Misery...Misery
Look what you've done to me
Now I'm in misery

I never want to be the one... on the side
I never want to be in the book... you had to hide
It's a different side, now i've been thrown away
And I'm in misery
Misery

I cry
I say goodbye
Misery... Misery..
Misery...Misery
Look what you've done to me
I am in misery
Look at this tear in my eye
Now that i've said goodbye



Sorry

You don't want me
You don't care
You want me out
But you don't
You don't  know what you want
So you just scream
And then you say
You're sorry

Sorry sorry
I am not sorry
Sorry sorry
I am not sorry


You don't want me to stay
But you don't throw me away
You kick me out
You let me in
then you stare
You don't care

Sorry sorry
I am not sorry
Sorry sorry
I am not sorry

Sorry sorry
I am not sorry
Sorry sorry
I am not baby sorry

Never Want You

I don't know What I want
I always seem upset
Whenever I worry
I worry more then a little bit
I never have to clean up
I never have to say
All of the other stuff I push away

I never want you
Never want to be
The little person inside
I never want you
I never want to see
What it's like on the other side
What it's like on the other side

I don't know what to say
I always get my way
I look and I stare
To make it perfectly clear
I never want to  be second
I never want to slip
Cause I know I want what I need more then a bit

I never want you
Never want to be
The little person inside
I never want you
I never want to see
What it's like on the other side
What it's like on the other side

I never want you
Never want to be
The little person inside
I never want you
I never want to see
What it's like on the other side
What it's like on the other side

Saturday, 8 February 2020

Sinking

Forget about me
You don't care do you
Forget about me
You don't even want to know
How much it hurt me
To let go, until I'm sinking
Sinking

You have your dreams
Packed in your bag
You want so much
I need you bad
But then you say no
You won't come back
And then you leave
With dreams on your back

Forget about me
You don't care do you
Forget about me
You don't even want to know
How much it hurt me
To let go, until I'm sinking
Sinking

I don't know where I'm going 
But I think you're something I miss
I don't want to be here
If I'm going to dreaming
About where you are
About where you might be
 Forget about me
You don't care do you
Forget about me
You don't even want to know
How much it hurt me
To let go, until I'm sinking
Sinking

Troubles

I don't know what to do
I'm alone when I don't have you
A knock inside my head
I just want to let it all go

I worry too much
I can't think at all
I have troubles
On my front door
I don't know so much
I don't want to care
All I know
Is you're not here

I don't know what to say
It seems like you have gone away
I pick up book but I can't read
I through it away to kneel my need

I worry too much
I can't think at all
I have troubles
On my front door
I don't know so much
I don't want to care
All I know
Is you're not here

Friday, 7 February 2020

Alone With My Heart

It's quiet
There's not a person here
I'm alone with my heart
Alone with my heart
I'm listening
The message is not quite clear
I'm alone with my heart
Alone with my heart

I would say that
I don't feel sorry
I just feel lonely
So very lonely
Time is still
Time is still
I heart my heart beat
It is thinking
I might be breaking
I might be breaking
I might need waking
Before it starts breaking

It's silent
I can't hear a thing
I'm alone with my heart
Alone with my heart
I'm waiting
But no one is running through
I stay alone with my heart
Alone with my heart

I would say that
I don't feel sorry
I just feel lonely
So very lonely
Time is still
Time is still
I heart my heart beat
It is thinking
I might be breaking
I might be breaking
I might need waking
Before it starts breaking

Candy Eyes

Sunlit eyes
Cream covered skies
I would say
I am in bliss
Candy eyes

You won't ever want it to be any other way
You won't want to ever leave
When you see the world this way
You won't even want to leave


Ice cream haze
Marble alleyways
I would say
I like this
Candy eyes


You won't ever want it to be any other way
You won't want to ever leave
When you see the world this way
You won't even want to leave

You won't ever want it to be any other way
You won't want to ever leave
When you see the world this way
You won't ever want to leave

Stuck Deep

I keep digging myself down deeper
Sinking to where I can't reach ya
Deep down in here I can't meet ya
Go down go down
I keeping kicking but there's nothing to seat me
I need to eat I'm just that hungry
Now being stuck here is starting to bug me
Go down go down

'm deep in the crud
I cling to life but i'm stuck
I just want to scream
Don't leave me
Don't leave me
I'm suck in the deep
Stuck in the deep
Too awake to count sheep
Don't leave me
Don't leave me

I keep thinking while stuck in the deep
You'll meet a stranger and start talking neat
Then you'll go on a date and meet
While I'm
stiuck down, stuck down
I keep wanting to crawl back to earth
But I am sinking further from where i had sat
I don't know if I'll ever come back
Stuck down,stuck down

I'm deep in the crud
I cling to life but i'm stuck
I just want to scream
Don't leave me
Don't leave me
I'm suck in the deep
Stuck in the deep
Too awake to count sheep
Don't leave me
Don't leave me

What You Mean To Me

It's quiet
it's still
Still I cant think of anything
Not a word
Not a memory
Of what you mean to me

I can't hold back
I might just say
I don't love you, in any way
I can't hold it down
I just want to scream
You know what I mean

It's silent
It's dim
I can't think of anything
Not a movement
Not a glimmer of hope
How I am a dope

I can't hold back
I might just say
I don't love you, in any way
I can't hold it down
I just want to scream
You know what I mean

Walk Away

Every time you might say
It might be time to stop talking
Every time you look away
It might to time to start moving
Every time you call me
I just want to hang up on you
Why talk about
When its obvious we are through

We've been in doubt
We've been through fear
We can't work it out
So why even try
Oh ho ho try...try...
To walk away

Every time you start to talk
It might be a time to start thinking
Of someone else
It might even be time to part our separate ways
I just want to give up on us
Without a question why
Why talk about
When it's obvious it time to let love die


We've been in doubt
We've been through fear
We can't work it out
So why even try
Oh ho ho try...try...
To walk away

A Moment Of Heartbreak




I see you over there
I feel the walls close in
Suddenly I want the light dim
So everyone can stop staring
What a moment is this
It's a moment of heartbreak
All I can do is stare
At you over there


I don't know if it is over
I don't know if you've heard it's over
But don't know you that it might be over
And if it's over
I just want to cry.... oh ho... oh cry

It is more then me
Who can do more then make believe
I turn away
And I start walking out again
I don't know what you think
When you think I might just go home
But then you call out at me
And everyone keeps staring


I don't know if it is over
I don't know if you've heard it's over
But don't know you that it might be over
And if it's over
I just want to cry.... oh ho... oh cry


I don't know if it is over
I don't know if you've heard it's over
But don't know you that it might be over
And if it's over
I just want to cry.... oh ho... oh cry



A Break

I want a break
From it all
I want a break, tip the cup, ring the bell
I want a break
To do it all
Run away, watch a film, throw a ball

I am sick of life
Sick of time
I want the world to be mine
I am sick of do
Sick of pay
I want to throw it all away

I want a break
From it all
I want a break, tip the cup, ring the bell
I want a break
To do it all
Run away, watch a film, throw a ball


I am sick of this
I am sick of that
Walk straight
Keep your back
Where is that
I am sick of be there on time
I want the world to be mine

I want a break
From it all
I want a break, tip the cup, ring the bell
I want a break
To do it all
Run away, watch a film, throw a ball

You're Not There

It's no good
That you won't talk to me
It's no good
That your not there
I fell asleep
In an empty room
Wondering
Why your not there

I shouldn't think.. of you
I shouldn't think... who might be with you
I shouldn't sit and stare at an empty wall
As my heart.. falls into despair

It's no use
You won't stay next to me
It's no use
Trying to care
I fall asleep
Alone in an empty room
Wondering
Why your not there

I shouldn't think.. of you
I shouldn't think... who might be with you
I shouldn't sit and stare at an empty wall
As my heart.. falls into despair

I shouldn't think.. of you
I shouldn't think... who might be with you
I shouldn't sit and stare at an empty wall
As my heart.. falls into despair

Forever

I never to really knew
What to think of you
I'd feel so dumb to say hello
When everyone wanted me to go
I never really knew
Why they said you were
I just knew that I wanted you
Forever

Forever
Forever
Forever could start today
Forever
I'll ignore the world
Forever
If Forever
You do stay

Forever is a long time
But I know I mean it too
When I say I want to
Be with you
It might seem so dumb
To beat off what others say
But I see you
And I want to walk your way

Forever
Forever
Forever could start today
Forever
I'll ignore the world
Forever
If Forever
You do stay

Not Today

You know it was hard to get here
I had to cross a busy road
I had to talk to a stranger
To find out where to go
But now that I'm right here
I wish I had walked away
I don't want to see you
Today

If you could only see
You put me in misery
I open a curtain
And find you with some new
And i am broken in two

You know it was hard to get here
I had to cross a busy road
I had to talk to a stranger
To find out where to go
But now that I'm right here
I wish I had walked away
I don't want to see you
Today


If you could only be
Someone true to me
I might not walk out that door
With tears in my eyes
Tired eyes

You know it was hard to get here
I had to cross a busy road
I had to talk to a stranger
To find out where to go
But now that I'm right here
I wish I had walked away
I don't want to see you
Today

Thursday, 6 February 2020

Escape

I want to escape
I don't want any one
I want to escape
Just want to let go, have some fun
I want to escape
There's no reason to adore
I want to escape
Don't want you around any more

I don't know what you doing
I don't really care
I just want to get out of here
I don't know who your seeing
Or what you do
ALL I know is I don't want you

I want to escape
I don't want any one
I want to escape
Just want to let go, have some fun
I want to escape
There's no reason to adore
I want to escape
Don't want you around any more

I don't care what you doing
I don't want to see
Who you are dating when your not with me
I don't know whose number
Is on your list
I just know it is you I won't miss

I want to escape
I don't want any one
I want to escape
Just want to let go, have some fun
I want to escape
There's no reason to adore
I want to escape
Don't want you around any more


When you're not with me
I feel like I am free
That's what I want to be
Free

I want to escape
I don't want any one
I want to escape
Just want to let go, have some fun
I want to escape
There's no reason to adore
I want to escape
Don't want you around any more