A Cold Place

It's a cold place When the snow comes to fall And the chills crawl on your skin You feel so down You could crawl down the street There are chills on the strangers that you meet It's a cold place A cold place Here is the winter Here is the cold Here is the feeling of feeling so old Here is the luckless Here is the dew To cover your eyes from which tears have started to brew It's a cold place When the rain settles in And the wet drenches your coat without and within You feel so down You could drown on the street And swim with the strangers that you meet It's a cold place A cold place Here is the winter Here is the cold Here is the feeling of feeling so old Here is the luckless Here is the dew To cover your eyes from which tears have started to brew

When There's No You

When there's no you No one to visit me I walk on Until I find someone or something When there's no you The world is no worser place There's still me In love You might think this just is the end But it's just the end of you You might think there is no other curb But I've already walked from you When there's no you No one to visit me I walk on Until I find someone or something When there's no you The world is no worser place There's still me In love You might think there is no one left But there's people all around You might think there's no one to keep me safe But I'm already safe on the ground When there's no you No one to visit me I walk on Until I find someone or something When there's no you The world is no worser place There's still me In love It no worser place But sometimes I muss your face When there's no you There's no one to walk to So Say I do If you ever want to come back in It's not the end But you can still be

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There Is Love

There is love in everything It's special There is love in a flower that grows There is love in everything It's special So touch a hand and make love grow There is love It grows There is love Don't you know Don't you go There is love It grows There is love It won't go DOn't you know There is love in everyone It's special There is love in a smile to grow There is love in everyone It's special So tell a friend they make you want to say so There is love It grows There is love Don't you know Don't you go There is love It grows There is love It won't go DOn't you know

Love For Him

When I look around me He's all I can see There is a special something Inside of me The sky has been broken To give me some rain And I have to start over again And I have to start over again There is love inside me Just for him He's the one that was cheated Cause he's sunk in the dim I try to call him - even say his name But there's a stone hanging round He's under the ground But there's a stone hanging round He's under the ground When I look inside me He's all that is care There is special something Inside his stare There is a heart been broken Like the shelf on the sill And I feel so sore, so sore still I feel so sore, so sore still There is love inside me Just for him He's the one that was cheated Cause he's sunk in the dim I try to call him - even say his name But there's a stone hanging round He's under the ground But there's a stone hanging round He's under the ground

I'll Just Go Away

Everyone around me Wants me to feel so scared Tears fall and glisten As my heart does waits to listen Everyone around me Has a voice too cold to touch There is a time to listen But right now I don't listen much The world can go away It can stay away If I can't love me back Why should I ever stay I've just go away I'll just go away Today Everyone around me Wants me to go away To hide myself in the dark So I can't be seen again Everyone around me Doesn't want me here There is a time to live and learn But right now I just disappear The world can go away It can stay away If I can't love me back Why should I ever stay I've just go away I'll just go away Today

What Else Can I Do

hen I think I'm in the dark There are times When there's nothing nothing else Then I fear I'm alone And nothings gonna get me out of here And so I cry And so i cry Here is my heart my angel Here is my soul just from me I have given it to an angel and hurt me all the way through What am I to do What am I to do I sent all my love through and angel What else can I do Sometimes I think the doors will always be close Sometimes There's a road close at the end of my nose And I fear I'm all alone Not even a bridge could get me out of here And So I cry And so I cry Here is my heart my angel Here is my soul just from me I have given it to an angel and hurt me all the way through What am I to do What am I to do I sent all my love through and angel What else can I do

I Should Let It Go

So I say to myself forget him So I say to myself to close the door I should not want to even see him, not now, not anymore I tell myself to go I tell myself to flee There is no him No him for me I should let it go I should let him go I should let it go I should let it go I should let us go I should let it go away I've been thinking of him I've been thinking of the times that we had I've been thinking of him About our dance our off-centred romance I've been thinking about the love that we shared And how we really cared So I say to myself forget him So I say to myself to close the door I should not want to even see him, not now, not anymore I tell myself to go I tell myself to flee There is no him No him for me I should let it go I should let him go I should let it go I should let it go I should let us go I should let it go away I should stop myself from thinking of him now I should throw the memories away and not ever come back I should not think about it now I should not think about why we threw it away It's gone for good and we wanted it that way So I say to myself forget him So I say to myself to close the door I should not want to even see him, not now, not anymore I tell myself to go I tell myself to flee There is no him No him for me I should let it go I should let him go I should let it go I should let it go I should let us go I should let it go away

They Tell Me

They tell me I'm not good For you They tell me To go Away They tell me To not ever wonder They tell me To always roam They tell me... They tell me.. They have lies in their eyes And it is not a disguise They tell me to always go They tell me Friendship lasts forever They tell me To keep on my side of the fence They tell me There's luck in a clover And that the heart Should be filled with cement They tell me... They tell me.. They have lies in their eyes And it is not a disguise They tell me to always go

The Sun

There is a bit of sunlight That is what all can see There is some kind of sun above me It gives some kind of glimmer Which gives gold to share When I can't see the sunlight I do care The sun is always shining Give me your hand To fields we have broken To warm the land With sun on our shoulders Gold falls the sky And we become blessed By the sun and its eye Beaches are always whiter When the sun gives some bleach The days are always fun When at the beach There's sunlight drenching summer It lifts smiles from the dark Soon all are gathered to enjoy A time at the park The sun is always shining Give me your hand To fields we have broken To warm the land With sun on our shoulders Gold falls the sky And we become blessed By the sun and its eye

Will You Come

If I met you I might be filled with love If I met you You might give me a hand Then we can have some fun On a horse made of silver To outrun What lays behind So will you come To make me merry I am undone And the walls feel cold Will you come To make my life a bowl of cherries So we may feel warm If I met you I might give me heart If I met you There might be a chance That I can be with Him A lover filled with romance To make the world a blessing And a pot made of gold So will you come To make me merry I am undone And the walls feel cold Will you come To make my life a bowl of cherries So we may feel warm

My Diary

If I open my diary What is there to see But romance abd other tales A younger side of me It's there written on my page In a hand made for my memories It's there, a solemn quote And a love struck poem That takes me home Far away If I open my diary I see a younger part of me And I smile at the daydreams At the love that was meant to be It's there written on my page In a hand made for my memories It's there, a solemn quote And a love struck poem That takes me home Far away

A Long Lost Story

It seems like a dream To have seen you It seems so unreal I can't believe That I have seen you My heart just won't believe It's seems like a long lost story For a lost book that's lost its way It was a figure More then a word And now that it's gone The ghost seems absurd But it was real Here was here He was there It seems like a soft delusion And leaves me in confusion It seems so surreal I can't believe You've been here My heart just won't believe It's seems like a long lost story For a lost book that's lost its way It was a figure More then a word And now that it's gone The ghost seems absurd But it was real Here was here He was there

Nothing Much Around Me

I can't see How time has wandered so far apart I can't open my eyes To see, to see There are things All around me I fear There is nothing here There's nothing much around me All the things here aren't even mine There are things I'd rather have But I am standing by and by All alone, all alone I could wake But there's nothing much around To wake to And so I dream There's are things Which I would rather hate Now I fear, there is nothing here There's nothing much around me All the things here aren't even mine There are things I'd rather have But I am standing by and by All alone, all alone

Sorrow Over Things Past

When I think of things that have past I think I am thinking way too fast Days long one best no know Then I remember my sorrow About the things before next tomorrow When I think of you I think of things long ago When I think of love I think of things i'd rather not know I am down below I am down far below No one's really here Except that dark fear There were times long ago When I had a smile But all those things have gone now And I can't smile for a while If you ever see What's behind me Then you'll come to know My sorrow My sorrow When I think of you I think of things long ago When I think of love I think of things i'd rather not know I am down below I am down far below No one's really here Except that dark fear

Missing You

Well it seems like yesterday I walked away What could I say to make you want me to stay I just took my bags and I walked away There's nothing more that I can say I just took my bags and walked away So what should I say You're missing me I'm missing you So what should I say You're all alone and I can't do Should I come back come back to you to really stay Maybe you want me near and now it's gone so far away Every-time I think of you I shy inside There are things about you which I want to hide There are feelings that won't go away So I think I should really really stay And that I should not ever go away So what should I say You're missing me I'm missing you So what should I say You're all alone and I can't do Should I come back come back to you to really stay Maybe you want me near and now it's gone so far away Sometimes I lock the door I don't want to see you any more You're the reason my hearts on the floor I think that there are times when I might walk away Because I not really feeling that much okay I'm feeling like I might just turn and walk away So what should I say You're missing me I'm missing you So what should I say You're all alone and I can't do Should I come back come back to you to really stay Maybe you want me near and now it's gone so far away

Should I Say

If you can make me walk away Maybe I would turn and not stay Maybe if you could make me not smile Maybe I'd be gone and be gone for a while Should I say I am sorry Should I say I'm sorry for hanging around Should I say I'm worthless Without my feet on the ground Should I say I'm sorry for not leaving you It's not what I want to do If you could make me walk away Maybe I could go somewhere But you don't make me walk away So I stand without a care Should I say I am sorry Should I say I'm sorry for hanging around Should I say I'm worthless Without my feet on the ground Should I say I'm sorry for not leaving you It's not what I want to do Sometimes I think you don't want me to exist Sometimes I think it be best if I never lived Sometimes I think you want me gone That I have myself - maybe I should be gone Should I say I am sorry Should I say I'm sorry for hanging around Should I say I'm worthless Without my feet on the ground Should I say I'm sorry for not leaving you It's not what I want to do If you could see what's in my heart Maybe you would't feel so bad To let go of what we had Should I say I am sorry Should I say I'm sorry for hanging around Should I say I'm worthless Without my feet on the ground Should I say I'm sorry for not leaving you It's not what I want to do

If Things Could Change

If you could come to me Maybe I would be happy If you could pick up the phone Maybe I would not be alone If you could come to me And make me feel true to me Maybe we could really talk And lift us both up from the dark Maybe I could see you smile If not for a wink if not for a while Why do you sit and stare when there's nothing really there Catch my heart it's falling down From the sky right to the ground If the ground make it burst Then I will be hurt I will be hurt If you be polite to me Maybe we'd be happy If you could buy me a gift to wear Maybe we could go somewhere Maybe I could see you smile If not for a wink if not for a while Why do you sit and stare when there's nothing really there Catch my heart it's falling down From the sky right to the ground If the ground make it burst Then I will be hurt I will be hurt I don't know what to say You've been my lucky today That's why we've been torn apart And we cannot be our love It might be a job to you But I am going to go soon Then we'll both be apart And we'll sit there in the dark Maybe I could see you smile If not for a wink if not for a while Why do you sit and stare when there's nothing really there Catch my heart it's falling down From the sky right to the ground If the ground make it burst Then I will be hurt I will be hurt

No One Here

It seems that love was yesterday It seems so close but far away I could have had a heart But now it's gone away I could have had it all But now you've turned away Nothing is okay I should be here with you This will not do at all I could shed a tear There is no one here at all I could hear me scream I it is just for me No one hear me here There's no one here No one here It seems that I can fear What it's like to be alone There's nothing really here But a telephone What it's like when you're alone I should be here with you This will not do at all I could shed a tear There is no one here at all I could hear me scream It is just for me No one hear me here There's no one here No one here I walk around the park It is very dark There's not a person around No one can hear me scream This just me, me, me I should be here with you This will not do at all I could shed a tear There is no one here at all I could hear me scream I it is just for me No one hear me here There's no one here No one here

Cold

Loneliness Is not a thing I get used to It's not a thing that I have The only thing I get close to Is love I'm cold and The world seems so much colder Without a hand on my shoulder There's nothing but me I'm cold And the world is just getting colder While there's no hand on my shoulder No one is in love What did I used to do When things were not apart from you I can see the world behind me It was kindly It was love And it was our time Before it was no time And no I feel from you Is just a tear on my shoulder It's over, it's over I'm cold and The world seems so much colder Without a hand on my shoulder There's nothing but me I'm cold And the world is just getting colder While there's no hand on my shoulder No one is in love I can see clear What it's like when you're not here The world is a different place And I'm stuck in the dark Without a hard to hold on to It's not a worth holding on to It's not where I'd rather be I'd rather you here with me I'm cold and The world seems so much colder Without a hand on my shoulder There's nothing but me I'm cold And the world is just getting colder While there's no hand on my shoulder No one is in love

Here Is My Heart

Here is my heart It can be broken in two Here is my love It can fade away Here is a song I can turn a key This is nothing nothing But me Here is the cherry tree It can fall in love With the dream of what is to be Another shape would not do This is me me and you This is me me and you Here is a gift It might not be for you It comes with love It can be not quite true It's just a gift It can be taken down In the morning There'll be nothing nothing else Here is the cherry tree It can fall in love With the dream of what is to be Another shape would not do This is me me and you This is me me and you

Love

The shape of a heart, It can be filled, And when filled it can be beautiful. Any other shape would not do, The shape of a heart completes two pieces, Of what love is to be; None other shape nearly so lovely, As the heart which is the cherry on the tree, And make people fall in love with the dream of what love is to be;

Falling

Madness and melancholy dreams There is not a hand for you You are falling all the way through There's nothing to catch you Or hold you by your side There's nothing to be with you While you die inside Madness and melancholy dreams There is not a hand for you You are falling all the way through Touch me Touch me with your hand Darkness We cannot understand Madness and melancholy dreams I am falling all the way through There is not a thing for you

Hanson The Mad Script

Taylor wakes from a dream with sweat on his brow. He looks at a clock and he sighs. He puts a hand on his head. T - it was just a dream; He then gets up as he hears his name and he moves on with his day. By a keyboard he hums to himself while thinking about the dream he had. He was a singer and there was a mob before him and he wanted to touch them but they were too far away. It was a moment, but then a sound came and it wouldn't stop ringing inside of his ears. He spun around to see what was making it and then he looks at the keyboard, there is a note being pressed and his finger is not pressing it. T - which key was it. He plays around with the keyboard until he finds it, and then he smiles. Taylor really wants to impress someone special. It's in his mind to impress them, but something holds him back - her. She isn't there. T - do I have to play roulette? It is a question that makes the shake land on his face. He looks at the curtains nearby and he sees bright sun shining strong against them, and he grimaces. The world feels cooler, more isolate, lonely. Taylor sighs. T - I guess another day. In the kitchen he drinks before his performance with his family and his friends. They look at him and he stands up to tell them. T - I make a bet. I have full house, with the people I want, and I don't lose a thing. But... if it is not full house I will prick my arm with a needle and try to overdose. There are smiles, there are coughs, there are sighs. Z - oh yeah! W - If you want son. We're always supporting growth and sports. T - Great, it's a deal then. However at the concert Taylor doesn't see a full house, and he doesn't see the people he wants, so feeling dull and damp he goes back home in a car and he sticks a needle in his arms. He puts three in, and then he blacks out. There are drugs turning his mind, and he can't help but get lost to him. His eyes lose their vision and the world goes away. In a crowded room Taylor wakes up. He blinks. People stare at him. T - Hi, what's going on? Z - oh are you awake? I - interview. T - oh... The interview starts. Interviewer - what is it like being the worlds largest band? I - You feel on top of the world Z - on top of the world T - everything is a blessing Interviewer - what is it like to be number one? I - great, you never dream such things can happen Z - but then they happen and you go 'wow'; T - I agree... Interviewer - what is your favourite song you sang on the tour I - Mmmbop Z - Mmm bop T - where's the love Interviewer - but you didn't sing where's the love T - oh... well I mean the other one... Interviewer - which one? T - Mmmbop Interviewer smiles - good In a car before a concert Taylor turns to everyone in the car. T - I make a bet. If there are no guys at the concert I will cut my head off. W - what? Z - oh yea and eat it too T - well I've just come back from the dead and I can do it again I - that is dumb Z - you'll die if you cut your head off, and you won't be able to move. T - well that's what I bet I - oh yea knock yourself out. It's good to be supportive. W - I agree. We support your dare devil one hundred percent. Z - you live to regret it. At the concert there are no guys and Taylor grimaces. T - well I guess that's it. After the concert Taylor has his head cut off. But with magic he is put together so that he is alive again. Taylor brushes his hair. Some falls out and then he shakes his head. T - this is the worst mental trip ever. I should be dead. In his dream Taylor visits a place which he has never seen before. He opens his eyes, he looks in the window, he sees someone. He yells, then he leaves. Before a TV show Taylor turns to everyone in the car. T - if there is not call for ovation I will reborn myself. Z - nice I - no you've had your head cut off W - whatever you want. You smell. They do a performance but at the end there is no call for more songs. So that night Taylor reborns himself and he is stuck under a face that is ghost white. t - I am still myself.... lucky me! On a mental trip Taylor meets a girl Angie. He has fun with her and then he tells he he will call her. A telephone conversation. T - hey there how's it going A - good T - well you gonna go to a concert or what A - I did T - And? A - it was great T - So come again A - I can't T - why? A - it's not that great. I just want to leave. Angie hands up the phone and Taylor slams down the phone. T - I need someone else. Taylor a dates a great deal of girls and then he finds one - May. T - Hey May. M - Hi T - How's it going M - good T - you want to go to a concert M - no T - why not M - it's not my thing T - I need you to go M - no T - I will kill myself if you don't go M - No T - I will M - No T - you'll read about it M - no T - I'll be dead M - no T - why not? M - I don't want to T - Why? M - It's gay. T - gay.... I never thought it was.... In the car before a concert. T - if may doesn't come I will jump off the building. I - Don't. T - I will. Then when I am in hospital she can come to me and she will agree to come. Z - What's the deal with your brain. T - I want her. I do. Z - Then marry her. T - No I want her to come to a concert. Then It will be perfect. At the concert May is not there and so Taylor jumps off the roof top and lands onto a car. He crushes the car and is taken to hospital with major injuries. He tries to call May but she is not there, and so he suffers injuries before he moves back home. There is a interview. Interview - so do you have girlfriends. T - No Z - No I - no Interview - Do you want any? T - no Z - maybe I - No Interview - Why not? T - My last one doesn't want to come to my concert and I just think that I should not be with her. Z - I keep having nightmares. I - I am turned off by girls at the moment. Taylor does a drug and he smiles. He can't stop smiling. Everyone gets freaked out that he is smiling. He performs smiling, he talks smiling, he walks smiling. He is all smiles and then he drops into a coma. He is taken to hospital where he is brought out of coma and then he returns home. At home Taylor paces to and fro. He feels angered all of a sudden, and he can't stop feeling angry. He drinks, he smokes, he drinks, and then he gives up. The phone rings and he ignores it. T - what am I to do about her - Cloe. There is a concert and Taylor sings to Cloe. Cloe is a made up person, and every night he talks to her on an invisible telephone. He begins to enjoy himself, and when he sings it is to Cloe, and she smiles. T - I love you... all! He waves to Cloe and she dissapears. He has tears inside of his eyes, and then he walks away. At the end of show there is a press conference. Interviewer - How was the concert. T - Great I - Great Z - good Interviewer - Taylor there are tears in your eyes, are you overwhelmed. T - yes I am. Interviewer - would you like to share why. T - yes I will... [clears his throat] I just think that in every persons life there are dreams. I have incredible dreams and now I am living them, all on my own; Interviewer - that is just... amazing... There are lights, fogs, and screeching tyres. Taylor has taken the family car for a spin, and he ends up turning a curve and fallign out of the window. There is an explosion and he looks down a hill and sees the car he had been driving. He gasps as he feels cold sweat trickle down his neck. T - See that Cloe? But he looks around. She is not there. He knows she is not there. He loses his smile, and then he hangs his head. He is alone and he fears he is making himself mad. T - I'll see you one day... just you wait... In the car before a concert Taylor fingers a gun he has stolen. It is sitting inside of his pocket. He looks at everyone in the car. T - If Cloe isn't there I'll shoot myself in the head. I - No. Z - No. W - Yea sure son. Do what you like. At the concert Taylor walks around the crowd. They scream at him but none approach as he is carrying a gun. He searches seat for sea, but he does not see Cloe. So at the last chair he puts a gun to his head and fires. The world grows dark. Dark as his blood splatters the floor and wall. There are screams, but none are for him. He lays there panting, panting for a new start, as his life disappears. T - I will meet her one day. I will.

Colder

It's getting colder I'm getting older Feeling so much colder That things are awry I'm getting colder As time turns over That things are colder Run a tear to my eye I wish you could see me But you can't see me You can't even be me You're behind that oak door I wish you could see me You should see me That things can't touch me While I lay on the floor It's getting colder Times ticking louder Feeling lower Then ever before It's getting colder I'm getting older As the world turns colder Then ever before I wish you could see me But you can't see me You can't even be me You're behind that oak door I wish you could see me You should see me That things can't touch me While I lay on the floor

Feelings

It's a feeling That old feeling Some old feeling Felt before I could love it What I'm feeling Some kind of feeling Felt before Some kind of love Some kind of emotion I get lost In clear devotion A little bit more x 3 It's a feeling That old feeling Some kind of feeling Felt before I could love it What i'm feeling Some kind of feeling And a little bit more Don't look up When I'm feeling Don't look back To watch me grow I'm in love With that feeling Some kind of love And a little bit more And a little bit more x 4

About Love

All of my life things seemed the same But then I met him he showed me pleasure and pain It showed me lights out Made me kind of mad That things filled with love Can make you feel some kind of sad SO I said Touch me I want to feel your Body My heart beat in my mind I want to feel you make me high I want to know be open to If your heart feels the same Until I've lost my mind Made me feel kind Take me right down down I am on some kind of high Everything feels naked I met my life without some kind of fly Don't make me feel so rude You make me feel strange That I feeling like giving up So i can't feel you ever again So I say touch me I want to feel your body My heart beat in my mind I want to feel your growing arms Touch me until I lost my mind