Thursday, 7 July 2016

Don't You Want To Let Me In

When love grows cold
I wish I could warm
A fire in brew
To ease back the storm
I wish I could feel warm
In your arms
And make stay
To find a lucky day


When love grows stale
I wish I could hide
From the hail
That makes me close my eyes
In your home
I wish to stay
Then maybe I won't find
The stormy day


Don't you want to let me in
Don't you love me anymore
Don't you think that we could be
Together again
In love
Warm and full
Me and you
Don't you wanted to
To be
Happy

How Can We Be In Love

Every time I think of you
I turn into a fire
Every time you think of me
I turn into your liar
What can we do to progress
To make out heart love us be
What can we do to make us be
Love eternally


Every time I watch you
I turn into the spy
Every time you watch me
I turn into a lie
What an we do to make us be
Happy with you and me
True to the love inside
To be a holy tide


I would like to be
Your desire
But you think I am
A liar
I would like us to be
In love
But you think I am
Push and shove
What can we do
To make us me and you
What can we be
To love eternally
Can we trust our hearts
To give us love
Or does it need to be
From above

I Can't See You

I wish I knew who you were
I wish that I could see
How you ever could
Fall in love with me
But I can't see you at all
I cannot fall in love
I can see that you're tall
But I can't see your heart
I feel stuck with dart
When I think you're in love
Why me



I don't know what love is
But things shouldn't be this way
I shouldn't be guessing
Why you want me to stay
Maybe I am not the one in love
Maybe you're not my whole
When I think you love me now
I sink into a bowl
What is love to me?
How can I trust you?
Why should I let us be?
I can't see me and you
I'm not love
But you are
That  hurts me so much
But I don't have the crush
So we're through
I can live without me and you


I wish I knew how you thought
I wish that I could read
How you could ever
Be the one I need
But I can't see you at all
I can't read your mind
I see that you like to watch me now
But to your heart I'm blind
I feel stuck with a rock
When I think you're under a clock
Why me


I don't know what love is
But things shouldn't be this way
I shouldn't be guessing
Why you want me to stay
Maybe I am not the one in love
Maybe you're not my whole
When I think you love me now
I sink into a bowl
What is love to me?
How can I trust you?
Why should I let us be?
I can't see me and you
I'm not love
But you are
That  hurts me so much
But I don't have the crush
So we're through
I can live without me and you

Running Away

When I think of you
I turn away in rue
We had good times
We had bad times
When I think of us
I turn towards a bus
We had good times
We have no times
Why should I feel this way
Should I worry
Should I worry
Do I have to



I may be running
I would love to stay
But the engine is humming
I need to get away
We have had our day
There's no turning back
I will always leave
No matter the want to come back
And it will always be this way
I have to leave to be okay
So goodbye


When I think of us
My does does make a fuss
We had good times
We had bad times
When I think of we
I cry all through the eve
We had good times
We have no times
Why do I feel this way
Why should I feel the need to run away
Should I worry
Should I worry
Do I have to


I may be running
I would love to stay
But the engine is humming
I need to get away
We have had our day
There's no turning back
I will always leave
No matter the want to come back
And it will always be this way
I have to leave to be okay
So goodbye

Wednesday, 6 July 2016

I Dont Want To Die

I have an inkling
I will never be
There is a game
It has struck me
In the heart
Does the spear go
I will die
Die today
Die tomorrow


I don't wanna die
But I think I may
My bones feel like silt
Like I've poisoned today
I want to see the light
And kiss the world goodnight
But no I cry in my bed
Misery sinks my head
I think in conspiracy
There will be an early end to me
Because of him
Sick of jealousy
Wanting to be
t


I have a though
That takes me to the dam
It is a stone
Making me drown
In my mind
I will never swim
I will die
Die drowning
Die for him


I don't wanna die
But I think I may
My bones feel like silt
Like I've poisoned today
I want to see the light
And kiss the world goodnight
But no I cry in my bed
Misery sinks my head
I think in conspiracy
There will be an early end to me
Because of him
Sick of jealousy
Wanting to be

I Will Run

Tell me there is something to fear
I will run from here
There me there is a reason to go
I will follow

I will go down low
I will run to the field
Do everything
To make this horror real
I will run away
Find the better day
And go on home
For you

Tell me there is a reason to not stay
I will go away
Tell me there is a hint to make me flee
I will never be

I will go down low
I will run to the field
Do everything
To make this horror real
I will run away
Find the better day
And go one home
For you

Today I Wanted You Back

Today I feared
I would turn back to you
Today I thought
I would like you back
But then my heart
Turned bright black
I cannot go back
So I turn away
To go

Today I feared
I would like to love you
Today I thought
You might take me back
But then my heart
Turned to black
I cannot go back
We will never be again

I shouldn't go back
Not to you
I still carry hurt love
I have to pull inside
Hold on tight
I need to run and hide
Make things right
We will never have love
Ever again

Today I feared
I would like to love you
Today I thought
You might take me back
But then my heart
Turned to black
I cannot go back
We will never be again

My hurt turned to black
I cannot go back
We will never be
Again


All Alone

A day comes to soon
I wish it could end
The day shining bright
Is less then a friend
I have to start again
All alone
I don't want you


Say hello
When say goodbye
There are tears still in my eyes
I wish the curtain could close
That I could rest my head
I wish for vacency
To make things right
Shut the world and stay apart
Rest my heart
Rest my soul
All alone


The day wakes too soon
I wish for the moon
The light is too bright
Not a heart in sight
I have to start again
Without you
All alone


Say hello
When say goodbye
There are tears still in my eyes
I wish the curtain could close
That I could rest my head
I wish for vacency
To make things right
Shut the world and stay apart
Rest my heart
Rest my soul
All alone

The Right Place

I walk around
In a dream
It's exactly what I need
A simple change
Finishing touch
To make the world so good
I love it so much

Could I know
What I mean
When I say I love
Could it be seeing
The better place
Where I can rest my feet
And show my whole face
Could I know
What I mean
When I say I love
Could be what I'm seeing
The right place for me


I stand around
Life gets worse
I used to sing a verse
A simple word
A simple touch
How can I lose it so much
I am out of touch

Could I know
What I mean
When I say I love
Could it be seeing
The better place
Where I can rest my feet
And show my whole face
Could I know
What I mean
When I say I love
Could be what I'm seeing
The right place for me

Sometimes Things Seem Impossible

Sometimes I think
Sometimes I feel
There are things in life
That will never be real
Fall down the parachute
Walk to the sky
Things that seem impossible
Will pas my eye


Here come the fire brigade
They have the world that's been burned
Here come the lessons
That we all should have learned
Turn the light off when fire is brimming
When the sirens keep on ringing


Sometimes I think
Sometimes I feel
There are things in life
That will never be real
Fall down the parachute
Walk to the sky
Things that seem impossible
Will pas my eye


Here come the people that work
They have the world that is paper and technology
They learn their lesson
And have been given a stair
They escape chair by chair
To escape the street fair


Sometimes I think
Sometimes I feel
There are things in life
That will never be real
Fall down the parachute
Walk to the sky
Things that seem impossible
Will pas my eye

Are You Better Then Me

Do you feel lucky
That I am not around
Do you feel released
Of the blood-hound
Do you think you're someone
Without me
Did I hold you down
Do you now wear a crown



Oh how can I listen
How can I see
You feel I am no one
You are better then me
Should I wallow in the silence
Should I run away
Or will you turn to me
And be with me someday


Do you feel delighted
That you are above the ground
Do you feel excited
That your heart leaps from the ground
Do you find that you are someone
Better then me
Did I hold you back
Do you now not see any black


Oh how can I listen
How can I see
You feel I am no one
You are better then me
Should I wallow in the silence
Should I run away
Or will you turn to me
And be with me someday

Heavenly

If I could say something
What would it be
Maybe it would be
You to be with me
If I could say something
Maybe I would be  a bore
But I would want to say
Love forever more


Don't take me down again
Don't treat me as a friend
I feel I am
Someone who is deep in love
Like heaven has fallen from above


I think to myself
Maybe we could be
I think to myself
We could be heavenly

If I could suggest a story
It would be us with all the glory
If i could tell you
I can't live without you
Maybe you'd come to me
We could be heavenly


Don't take me down again
Don't treat me as a friend
I feel I am
Someone who is deep in love
Like heaven has fallen from above


I think to myself
You will never believe
I think to myself
I cannot even breathe

We could be  a story
A crown a simple glory
If it be best then I keep dressed
For a single life fit for two
I cannot live without you

Queen Of The Neighbourhood

I am the champion
I break all the rules
There is a call in me
I can't listen to fools
Before you look at me
Maybe you should see who I am
Before you walk past me
Maybe you should see your my fan

I am the queen of the neighbourhood
I feel so cool
There are people watching me
I can't go to school
I am the queen of the neighbourhood
I can't stay at home
I need to keep moving on
I can't live alone

I am the golden crown
I can't be held down
I am the best dressed
I can't be frowned down
Before you look at me
Maybe you should see who I am
Before you walk past me
Maybe you should see your my fan

I am the queen of the neighbourhood
I feel so cool
There are people watching me
I can't go to school
I am the queen of the neighbourhood
I can't stay at home
I need to keep moving on
I can't live alone

I am the champion
I have all the fans
There is a war in my
I beat drums on the stand
Before you look at me
Maybe you should see who I am
Before you walk past me
Maybe you should see your my fan

I am the queen of the neighbourhood
I feel so cool
There are people watching me
I can't go to school
I am the queen of the neighbourhood
I can't stay at home
I need to keep moving on
I can't live alone

Maybe I Am To Blame

I thought it would be easy
Getting over you
But the world turned dark and greasy
And I found it grey and cold
I fallen so far
I feel so alone
I can't get over it
I can't get over you
It's not even worth to try
I can't just say goodbye
Life isn't a better place
When you're gone
I'm alone

If I could say I was sorry
Maybe that would end all the pain
But I can't say I am sorry
And so a stone is my bane
Maybe I am to blame
I can't live alone
I can't return to your home
So I wander alone
Deep in regret
For all the trouble
I have met
Maybe it's to be
This path so cold and empty
Or maybe it's a curse
Ignorance makes it worse
Could I take the time to say
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry

I thought it would be great
Getting over you
But the light dimmed as I simmered
Cold is the next dinner
I turned away
And crawled on home
I can't get over it
I can't get over you
It's not worth to even try
I just cannot say goodbye
Life isn't a bed of roses
When you're gone
I'm gone

If I could say I was sorry
Maybe that would end all the pain
But I can't say I am sorry
And so a stone is my bane
Maybe I am to blame
I can't live alone
I can't return to your home
So I wander alone
Deep in regret
For all the trouble
I have met
Maybe it's to be
This path so cold and empty
Or maybe it's a curse
Ignorance makes it worse
Could I take the time to say
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry

Tuesday, 5 July 2016

Lost Dreams

You wanted so much
To be a friend of me
You wanted so bad
To be a star
But time turned slow
And those dreams fell low
And now we don't know where they are
Now we don't know where they are

You waited on the side
So patiently
You waited so long
You cried
I could have cursed
As your life fell worse
Until you left in a car
I don't know where you are

You wanted so much
To be a friend of me
You wanted so bad
To be a star
But time turned slow
And those dreams fell low
And now we don't know where they are
Now we don't know where they are

You told me once day
You wanted to walk away
There was life
You could not reach
But when you dreamed
It was movie-screened
And you that is where you beamed
You wanted to live in dreams

You wanted so much
To be a friend of me
You wanted so bad
To be a star
But time turned slow
And those dreams fell low
And now we don't know where they are
Now we don't know where they are

I wish I knew
Just who you were
I wish I knew
That you cried
I have cursed
As life fell worse
I wish I could leave in a car
To find out where you are

You wanted so much
To be a friend of me
You wanted so bad
To be a star
But time turned slow
And those dreams fell low
And now we don't know where they are
Now we don't know where they are

I Should Walk Away

Sometimes
I think you like me better then I do
Sometimes
I think I had better leave
I am harming myself
Lying to just stay
I want to walk away
And stay safe
From my adhesiveness
It makes my heart drag
It's a sad case to close
I should just follow my nose
And have my shoes walk away


I think maybe
Someday
Things will be as they were
 I'll be happy with you
And I'll be happy with me
But then I pause
I reflect
That good day is a long lost bet
So maybe I should stop throwing kisses to wishes
And throw you away
No longer someday
But today
I walk away


Sometimes
I think I like you better then me
Sometimes
I think we should never have been
I am harming you
Lying to stay
When I just walk away
To make glee
Stop trying to be
A stone on wood
Abandoned emptiness  a sad case to close
I should walk away


I think maybe
Someday
Things will be as they were
 I'll be happy with you
And I'll be happy with me
But then I pause
I reflect
That good day is a long lost bet
So maybe I should stop throwing kisses to wishes
And throw you away
No longer someday
But today
I walk away

War


Somehow I end up
Feel down
I try to stand
But I fall down
There's a thorn in my side
I feel defeated inside
I march once again
There is not a single friend
All the world may down
As I hold on
Hold on

War war war
There's a strip to the shore
An earthquake there
I feel so hot and bare
Tempers raise the flag
There is no marching band
Blood is rich and full
The march is not ending soon
War war war
To the shore
War war war
Can't stand it anymore
But we march in war

I walk on strong
And bend my head
I think I might be dead
But then I pinch my heel
The paid is so real
Hot burns the skin
I feel so sore within
There is no chance to win
Heart falls down
I think that I
May well drown
As I walk with the wind

War war war
There's a strip to the shore
An earthquake there
I feel so hot and bare
Tempers raise the flag
There is no marching band
Blood is rich and full
The march is not ending soon
War war war
To the shore
War war war
Can't stand it anymore
But we march in war

The Rain Is Falling Down

Here it is the storm
A world of forlorn
Thunder growls with the rain
And I feel like being scared again
Where is the sun
World falling  undone
My heart falls down
With the rain
The rain
The rain

There is rain falling down
I can hear it falling now
It makes me feel cold inside
Chilled to fear
 I want to run from here
As the world falls down
With the rain

Here it is the storm
A world of forlorn
Thunder growls with the rain
And I feel like being scared again
Where is the sun
World falling  undone
My heart falls down
With the rain
The rain
The rain

The is a dire cool
I feel like a fool
I'm screaming in my mind
Till I become blind
Chilled to fear
 I want to run from here
As the world falls down
With the rain

Here it is the storm
A world of forlorn
Thunder growls with the rain
And I feel like being scared again
Where is the sun
World falling  undone
My heart falls down
With the rain
The rain
The rain

Dreams Are Falling

Bye bye
Bye bye
There is tears falling
it's time
it's time
To start bawling
If dreams come true
I'd be anywhere with you
But dreams are falling
And I am bawling
Over you

Some times it seems
Like tomorrow will never be
And I be stuck here
Always nobody
And I do cry
And the sun does sink
And the tears on my pillow makes my gold heart sink

Bye bye
Bye bye
There is tears falling
it's time
it's time
To start bawling
If dreams come true
I'd be anywhere with you
But dreams are falling
And I am bawling
Over you

There are rocks on my head
That feel heavy
I'm stuck like a twig under shoe
There's nothing that I can do
And I want to do something
But there's nothing
So I become nothing
Too

Bye bye
Bye bye
There is tears falling
it's time
it's time
To start bawling
If dreams come true
I'd be anywhere with you
But dreams are falling
And I am bawling
Over you

Always Searching

When I see you
I want to be you
Then I see you
And I want you to be me
See it clearly
Never nearly
Always searching for the right person to be
Maybe you should just be like me

Feeling low
Feeling down
Searching for the impossibility
Searching so high
I could reach the sky for you
Will you not see me anymore
Why you searching like I am never at yoru door
Cant you just come around
And keep my head right on the ground
Maybe that's where i need to be to see
That you are here with me

When I see you
I want to be you
Then I see you
And I want you to be me
See it clearly
Never nearly
Always searching for the right person to be
Maybe you should just be like me

Always searching for the right kind of course
Never sure to walk or enforce
Always searching without clarity on my mind
I might be blind
Over your
You might be blind
Over me
Are we missing somebody
Or can we just not be/see

When I see you
I want to be you
Then I see you
And I want you to be me
See it clearly
Never nearly
Always searching for the right person to be
Maybe you should just be like me

Monday, 4 July 2016

City Life

It started long ago
I grew up fast you know
Then I took it on another way
It was alright - that's all I had to say

Who cares about the best
There was nothing after I had left
And then I took another breath
it was alright - so I walked away


I said this way I could even last forever
And there tons of things I thought i'd never do
Then I looked and the highway reached forever
And I said I hope this is okay with you
Oh yea
For you
Oh yea
So then I took it all away so that things could stay this way
forever

I asked if there was another way
I thought for a second he might be okay
And that he looked at me another way
And I said alright - I left right away

Who cares if he was the best
There was a lunch and then I turned and left
And then I took one more breath
I said alright - I'd better get away


I said this way I could even last forever
And there tons of things I thought i'd never do
Then I looked and the highway reached forever
And I said I hope this is okay with you
Oh yea
For you
Oh yea
So then I took it all away so that things could stay this way
forever


I wondered if there was another guy
He turned to me and thought he saw a lie
Then I gave a hefty sigh
And I said alright - I walked away

Who cares if this life was the best
There was a slip and then it turned and left
and then I took one more great big breath
It was alright - I could walk away

I said this way I could even last forever
And there tons of things I thought i'd never do
Then I looked and the highway reached forever
And I said I hope this is okay with you
Oh yea
For you
Oh yea
So then I took it all away so that things could stay this way
forever

Saturday, 2 July 2016

Soldier Boy Where Are You Now


Here come the feet
And the flag you walk by
There are tears in your eye
You've had your soldier boy
You no longer have to march
You can sit in the shade
Of the battles you have made
Oh soldier boy
Just go one home


Soldier boy?
Who are you now
Why you hide your hand in the crowd?.
Is it so bad....
You were soldier boy
A marching toy
A foot under wars convoy
Why not let it go
Why you want to drown in the shade
Of all the marches you made


Here come the feet
And the flag you walk by
There are tears in your eye
You've had your soldier boy
You no longer have to march
You can sit in the shade
Of the battles you have made
Oh soldier boy
Just go one home


Soldier boy
Where are you now
Why you linger in the shade
All the lives you have paid for
Why not let go
Why not go on home
Is it because your alone
No one to lean on
Then move on
And forget wars convoy
You are no longer soldier boy


Here come the feet
And the flag you walk by
There are tears in your eye
You've had your soldier boy
You no longer have to march
You can sit in the shade
Of the battles you have made
Oh soldier boy
Just go one home

Long Lost Love

Time long ago
Long before
When we met
It was more
Then just
An even bet
But time gone astrew
Since I met you
Makes me feel like
I'm missing you


Long lost walks pass my eye
And I do want to cry
Long lost walks long goodbye
With romance fallen from the sky
Another walk pass my eye
There's no flower to walk by
So I turn and say goodbye
I walk without you


Time long ago
Long before
When we met
It was more
Then just
An even bet
But time gone astrew
Since I met you
Makes me feel like
I'm missing you


Love to adore
No longer wash the shore
It's not alive anymore
And I do want to walk more
But romance long drowned
My heart does not make a sound
The wind is not even  loud
There's just no love around


Time long ago
Long before
When we met
It was more
Then just
An even bet
But time gone astrew
Since I met you
Makes me feel like
I'm missing you

Friday, 1 July 2016

draft

I feel alone
It feel so cold
If winter were the season
I'd have a  reason to feel so cold
but it's not here
So I linger in misery
The world feels so cold to me
And so I cry....

How Can You Leave

How can you
Leave me
To live alone
Like I do
How can you
Live apart
When there's a heart
Breaking
How can you
Leave me
To live alone


I feel alone
It feel so cold
If winter were the season
I'd have a  reason to feel so cold
But it's not here
So I linger in misery
The world seems cold to me
And so I cry....
I cry...


How can you
Leave me
To live alone
Like I do
How can you
Live apart
When there's a heart
Breaking
How can you
Leave me
To live alone


I feel so scared
The the night feels so empty
It's like there's no light around me
The sun's not here
So I linger in misery
The world seems cold to me
And so I cry..
I cry...


How can you
Leave me
To live alone
Like I do
How can you
Live apart
When there's a heart
Breaking
How can you
Leave me
To live alone