I Dont Want To Die

I have an inkling
I will never be
There is a game
It has struck me
In the heart
Does the spear go
I will die
Die today
Die tomorrow


I don't wanna die
But I think I may
My bones feel like silt
Like I've poisoned today
I want to see the light
And kiss the world goodnight
But no I cry in my bed
Misery sinks my head
I think in conspiracy
There will be an early end to me
Because of him
Sick of jealousy
Wanting to be

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I have a though
That takes me to the dam
It is a stone
Making me drown
In my mind
I will never swim
I will die
Die drowning
Die for him


I don't wanna die
But I think I may
My bones feel like silt
Like I've poisoned today
I want to see the light
And kiss the world goodnight
But no I cry in my bed
Misery sinks my head
I think in conspiracy
There will be an early end to me
Because of him
Sick of jealousy
Wanting to be