Never Wanted To Be Lonely

 I 

never wanted to be lonely

But lonely is how I am

And I 

Never wanted to smile over the sadness

Even if life feels like madness

As I walk alone

I 

See the dark shadows on the street

No romance

It just isn't romantic

I 

Can't even see my feet

I won't dance

Not on this blackness

I

Find it hard to let go

of my heart

Is it ticking

I just won't know

I

Find it hard to let go

Of myself

So I hold on tight