I Disappear

I want you to know
That I am not here
I want you to see
I disappear
 when I'm upset
 life moves on
While I'm gone


I wish you could know
What's inside of me
Maybe you could lift me up
So I can sit and not grieve under a tree
I'm facing the dark
In the darkest of days
It's so hard to talk
When you've been let down in so many ways

I want you to know

That I am not here

I want you to see

I disappear

 when I'm upset

 life moves on

While I'm gone

I wish you could come to me
To make me feel warm inside
Maybe you could lift my world
So it not be a place to hide

I'm facing the dark

In the darkest of days

It's so hard to talk 

When you've been let down in so many ways

It's the worst of ways
I dive into the dark
Away from my heart

I want you to know

That I am not here

I want you to see

I disappear

 when I'm upset

 life moves on

While I'm gone

I want you to know

That I am not here

I want you to see

I disappear

 when I'm upset

 life moves on

While I'm gone