I Had Better Leave

It could be that you scare me
It could be that I lie
But inside the house there's a sense
Someone is going to say goodbye
I don't know
How it's going to go
But I think
I had better leave
Before you come to say go


Holding it in
Trying to smile
I could break my heart
Over the bumps falling down
I don't know
What you think of me
But I know
You're going to let it go


If I could
Breathe
I might be able to  say
How I don't want to throw this away
But every night you drink
And every day I sigh
This is going to end in goodbye


It's not my life
It's yours too
But now it has come down to
All the things we won't let through
So I fold the cards in my hand
You're gonna leave me here
So you can go to the bar for another beer